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Rainbow Shadows

by Stellar

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    RAINBOW SHADOWS, the sterling debut of Texas-based singer-songwriter Stellar, is an album of contradictions, protest, and self-discovery. Recorded in a time of deep reflection and traumatic world events, RAINBOW SHADOWS perfectly captures Stellar’s unabashed, yet empathic, musical voice and talent. From the hard truths of “Enemy,” in which they wrestle with the all-consuming racist systems of the United States and compose an anti-racist manifesto to combat them, to the healing balm of “Hallelujah,” a wistful folk musing that erupts into a wall-of-sound choir, Stellar's polymathic tendencies are on full display.

    Stellar’s mesmerizing folk music follows the grand tradition of other bards like SJ Tucker, Indigo Girls, Buffy St. Marie and Joni Mitchell. But the center of RAINBOW SHADOWS, and all of their work, is a march towards healing and growth. RAINBOW SHADOWS, in equal turns, asks hard questions about the world we’ve created, even as it offers visions of a better future.

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1.
Better 05:05
And at the end of the day all of our hopeless ways find themselves Come to nothing in our arms, with fire burning in our hearts We make the way For they who come, sure and true Cuz they will not put up with you You're out of prey Your vulture days of sell and lend are slowly coming To an end The people occupy the streets In the rain and searing heat To save our lives We are at the turning bend Struggling to see an end We can survive Are you ready, come and stand The hourglass is out of sand This is the day That we show up to demand Take the power into our hands Cuz we will not back down No we are here to stay We will not settle down We are here for a better way Child you've been on my mind You know we've been trying to find Our way to you Meet us underneath the dawn At the bridge of story and song It seems so hard to reach from here Anything that once was clear Is far and gone And so we walk step by step Even if to reach you With our final breath Cuz we will not back down No we are here to stay We will not settle down We are here for a better way We are here for a better way
2.
Oh come with me to the clearing where The grass can hear our feet All our friends deep in their ground Will hardly miss our beat We’ll sing and dance on the merry go round We’ll build out of the leaves And when we think we can’t go on We’ll do the same with the trees On the banks of you & me Well if I had the chance to see How my life has changed Because you came along and sang Your melodies true and strange I bet I’d find a million ways You’re deep inside of me You’re just part of my fabric now With you I weave me A tapestry that’s flyin’ free A thousand times I’ve heard you say Sometimes on your knees That life with your heart and your hand in mine Is what you really need Well yes that’s true but my favorite part Is how we both agree That in this nesting house there’s room For more than you & me So whether that house ends up with Six or nine or three We’ll build rooms for the hearts that climb To the top of the tree Cause from up here our hearts found A love that sets us free We’ll hold hearts with our hands entwined And show love what love can be As this ship sails out to sea From the banks of you & me From the banks of you & me
3.
Enemy 05:05
Everyone thinks they’re the good ones Trying not to look in the mirror But I see my people are fading Digging our own graves We think the enemy is them, there, can't you see Terrorists and welfare queens sure as can be But do you ever wonder why There’s always one more hate to try What you might be missing What you can’t see Because I’ve met the enemy And the enemy is me Nine at Emanuel Three hundred at Wounded Knee This violence is our history And silence our complicity And I ask you here right now Who do you want to be If only it were that simple Somebody for us to blame The system, it wants us fighting While it feasts on our remains I see no enemy But if I did it would be me My people have lost our way Sure as can be How do I turn and face What we’ve become in the name of race How do I dig its roots from inside me Because I've met the enemy And the enemy’s in me Eight in Atlanta El Paso had twenty three It’s silence that’s our history And violence our complicity We must at last stand down If we want to be free Freedom you are calling Oh, freedom from all this hate And from the need to subjugate Freedom isn't quite the thing You think it should be And if there is an enemy Its name is white supremacy And everywhere they're rising up So let’s get free Because I know this enemy Inside of me And it will stop at nothing To make sure no one’s free It’s long past time to pick a side Will your kids believe you tried? Because let me tell you now One day we’ll make it die Make it die It will die Let it die
4.
I sat within a valley green I sat me with my true love My sad heart strove the two between: The old love and the new love The old for her, the new that made me think On Ireland dearly While soft the wind blew down the glen And shook the golden barley ‘Twas hard the mournful words to frame To break the ties that bound us But harder still to bear the shame Of foreign chains around us And so I said, the mountain glen I’ll meet at morning early And join the bold United men While soft wind shook the barley ‘Twas sad I kissed away her tears My fond arm round her flingin’ When a foeman’s shot burst on our ears Throughout the wild wood ringin’ A bullet pierced my true love’s side In life’s young spring so early And on my breast in blood she died While soft wind shook the barley I bore her to a wildwood screen And many a summer blossom I placed with branches thick and green Around her gorestained bosom I wept and kissed her pale, pale cheek Then rushed o’er hill and valley My vengeance on the foe to wreak While soft wind shook the barley It’s blood for blood without remorse I’ve taken at Oulart Hollow I’ve laid my true love’s clay-like corpse Where mine full soon must follow Around her grave I wander drear Noon night and morning early With breaking heart whene’er I hear The wind that shakes the barley
5.
In the evening falling down all around There comes a voice whispering solid ground Revealing how we’ve been lost And found Homeward bound Once again, in the end The rain comes down I remember when you said, might as well Keep screaming when you’re dragged off to hell Your memory fades, but I will tell When I hear that tolling bell Of your grace in the face Of all that’s been In the end I come to the water side And today, this river's dry And the streets that we walk upon Are ghosts of days gone by And the shadows of what has died Seem only to multiply And I wonder, how can we find our way To the day where we stay In hearts and minds That aren't colonized The rain has paused To count the cost Of what it takes To stay awake Every day give and take A breath of life One more time Once again, in the end The rain comes down Once again, in the end The rain comes down
6.
Threads 03:00
In this letter I won’t send you I will tell you how I wish that You would talk to me These carefully crafted sentences They help you to be more than Just a memory Of the thousand threads In this web that we are weaving If I only could have woven just one more Before I started leaving Memories tumble over They’re fluttering like feathers in the firelight They’re dancing with each other Catching on the breeze And drifting out of sight Of the thousand times I’ve let someone draw near Nine hundred and ninety seven Of them were just here for No more than a season Candles burning steady Flickering like lanterns Onward through the night Some still shining brightly But others, burning out Have given up the fight
7.
Cactus Tree 05:21
There's a man who's been out sailing On a decade full of dreams And he takes her to his schooner And he treats her like a queen Bearing beads from California With their amber stones and green He has called her from the harbor He has kissed her with his freedom He has heard her off to starboard In the breaking and the breathing Of the water wings While she was busy being free There's a man who's climbed a mountain Now he's calling out her name And he hopes her heart can hear Three thousand miles he calls again He can think her there beside him He can miss her just the same He has missed her in the forest While he showed her all the flowers And the branches sang the chorus As he climbs the scaley tower Of a forest tree While she was somewhere being free There's a man who sends a letter Now he's waiting for a reply He has asked her of her travels Since the day they said goodbye He writes "Wish you were beside me We could make it if we tried" He has seen her at the office With her name on all his papers Through the sharing of the profits He will find it hard to shake her From his memory Because she's just so busy being free There's a lady in the city And she thinks she loves them all There's the one who's thinking of her There's the one who sometimes calls There's the one who writes her letters With his facts and figures scrawl She has brought them to her senses They have laughed inside her laughter Now she rallies her defenses For she fears that one will ask her For eternity Because she's just so busy being free There's the man who sends her medals He is bleeding from the wars There's a jouster and a jester and a man who owns a store There's a drummer and a dreamer And you know there may be more She will love them when she sees them They will lose her if they follow And she only means to please them And her heart is full and hollow Like a cactus tree And she's so busy being free Like a cactus tree Being free
8.
Let the fires burn tonight, let the jugs of wine get drunk Let the truth be known tonight, don’t go let yourself hide Go and sing to the mountain, go and sing to the moon Go and sing to just about everything, ‘cause everything is you Listen to the rhythm of your heart play like a drum Listen to the night-call singing songs from all around Go and sing to the mountain, go and sing to the moon Go and sing to just about everything, ‘cause everything is you And let your voice go Let it pierce through your soul And let your voice go Let it pierce through your soul Let the fires burn tonight, let the jugs of wine get drunk Let the truth be known tonight, don’t go let yourself hide Go and sing to the mountain, go and sing to the moon Go and sing to just about everything, ‘cause everything is you Go and sing to the mountain, go and sing to the moon Go and sing to just about everything, ‘cause everything is you
9.
The bulletin my friend, it’s been sent to us all Out through the horizon, can't you hear the call A great and mighty uprising, thousands of people in the streets As long as there is no justice, there can be no peace My friend don’t you see The world's callin’ you and me (voiceover) We weren’t born believing in any of these things The underpinnings of anti-blackness and white supremacist culture These things were created And have been pushed upon us And are used to cage us in And we’re breaking free of our cages You can see it every day Poison lives in our hearts when we seek our safety (the cops are in our heads and hearts) In locking folks behind bars and all of this police brutality (the cop in the head keeps our minds on lockdown) I withdraw my consent, I want my society (the cop in our hearts cuts us off) Lookin’ like that love made public we want to see (from our fullest human expression) Can you imagine this land If we all took a stand (voiceover) We are all in need of liberation Many who look like our oppressors And may even feel at times like an oppressor Are actually just tools of oppression And they themselves are being used Can you imagine the harm That a mind and spirit must undergo From birth In order to ever believe that the path to healing Is through violence, and a gun, And a badge, and cuffs, and cages No - we are ALL in need of liberation today My people came to this place Turned it into stolen land (and we’ve all been lied to) What we built on the ashes It can no longer stand (so we would believe this is how it has to be) I take my place right beside Those whose time it is to lead (but this is not the only way) Cuz I know following them Is how we all get free (so stand up) Stand up (and take heart) Take heart (because we have come) We have come (so very far) So very far (we will rise) Together we will rise (we will stand) Together we will stand (we will build our promised land) Together we’ll build that Promised land (it will come down) Let it all come down (we will mourn) Mourn it as we can (but our ancestors are guiding us) Our descendants are calling (so let us heed them) Let’s answer them (we are their dreams) We are their dreams (and we are their plan) We are their plan (so let’s give our best) Let’s show our best to them (and our dreams a chance) Let’s give our dreams a chance (so we invite you now) Won’t you now (come and stand with us) Come and stand (voiceover) Some will say “This isn’t the first time that we’ve seen people in the streets What has it ever done for us?” I would remind them that every time voices rise and feet move Change follows And I would also remind them That never before has the world Been so interconnected And so ready and hungry For change
10.
Hallelujah 03:59
Well bless my soul, ain't that the sound Of a mighty kingdom tumblin' down Its reign was long, but I'm finally free Of the empty land whose ruler was me Oh oh oh oh, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Welcome down from your thrones, hand over your crowns Let's break down all these prison grounds It don't matter if you're down on your knees Just reach for the sky and let your voice ring Oh oh oh oh, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Aaahhh aaahhh aaahhh Aaahhh Hallelujah Aaahhh aaahhh aaahhh Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelu-, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Well bless my soul, I hear the sound Of a mighty kingdom tumblin' down Its reign was long, but at last I'm free Of the emptiness inside of me Oh oh oh, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelu-, Hallelujah Hallelu-, hallelujah Hallelujah, halle- Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah
11.
Enemy (live) 05:07
Everyone thinks they’re the good ones Trying not to look in the mirror But I see my people are fading Digging our own graves We think the enemy is them, there, can't you see Terrorists and welfare queens sure as can be But do you ever wonder why There’s always one more hate to try What you might be missing What you can’t see Because I’ve met the enemy And the enemy is me Nine at Emanuel Three hundred at Wounded Knee This violence is our history And silence our complicity And I ask you here right now Who do you want to be If only it were that simple Somebody for us to blame The system, it wants us fighting While it feasts on our remains I see no enemy But if I did it would be me My people have lost our way Sure as can be How do I turn and face What we’ve become in the name of race How do I dig its roots from inside me Because I've met the enemy And the enemy’s in me Eight in Atlanta El Paso had twenty three It’s silence that’s our history And violence our complicity We must at last stand down If we want to be free Freedom you are calling Oh, freedom from all this hate And from the need to subjugate Freedom isn't quite the thing You think it should be And if there is an enemy Its name is white supremacy And everywhere they're rising up So let’s get free Because I know this enemy Inside of me And it will stop at nothing To make sure no one’s free It’s long past time to pick a side Will your kids believe you tried? Because let me tell you now One day we’ll make it die Make it die It will die Let it die

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RAINBOW SHADOWS, the sterling debut of transcendental protest folk singer-songwriter Stellar, is an album of contradictions, protest, and self-discovery. Recorded in a time of deep reflection and traumatic world events, RAINBOW SHADOWS perfectly captures Stellar’s unabashed, yet empathic, musical voice and talent. From the hard truths of “Enemy,” in which they wrestle with the all-consuming racist systems of the United States and compose an anti-racist manifesto to combat them, to the healing balm of “Hallelujah,” a wistful folk musing that erupts into a wall-of-sound choir, Stellar's polymathic tendencies are on full display.

Stellar’s mesmerizing folk music follows the grand tradition of other bards like SJ Tucker, Indigo Girls, Buffy St. Marie and Joni Mitchell. But the center of RAINBOW SHADOWS, and all of their work, is a march towards healing and growth. RAINBOW SHADOWS, in equal turns, asks hard questions about the world we’ve created, even as it offers visions of a better future.

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released November 19, 2021

All songs composed by K. Stellar Dutcher except where otherwise noted

Court Hoang: Recording, Mixing & Production
Joseph Fisher-Schramm: Additional Production, String & Choral Arrangements
Piper Payne at Infrasonic Sound: Mastering
Whitney Hoang: Album Artwork

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Austin-based transcendental folk artist Stellar weaves unflinchingly introspective singer-songwriting with the urgent calls to action of classic counter-cultural folk music. Rooted in early influences Joni Mitchell and Tracy Chapman, Stellar sings with a conviction and joy that helps us remember that the personal is political, oppression must be unlearned, and liberation is for everyone. ... more

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